Rosana
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08/18/24....Rosana.. I still think of you and wish I was holding you if you would let me I would make you feel truly cared for and I would never fail you again. Just thinking of you and knowing all that we could have shared but I know I miss that up and if you ever gave me another chance it would not mess it up again.. I hope someday to get a chance to show you that

Rosana if you happen to check back on the website I made I want you to know You have everything I've ever dreamed of having..you are beautiful, smart, amazing, passionate, easy to talk to so much so that even after an hour talk it feels like it's been minutes. You have a big heart, you're cute sexy beautiful and the prettiest woman I've ever seen in my life. If got to look at you every morning and every night and all the time in between I would be a happy man. Anytime that I had spent with you was something that I should have held on to and I will have to live with that. But just know there is someone here AKA your lovey and if you ever want me to be your lovey again that would be a beautiful thing jsyk. You are hard-working very family driven, you do the little things that in a relationship means so much like wanting to call on your way home from work and make sure that you talk to your person before bed granted if we had continued waking up to you every morning and going to bed with you every night and everything in between that would be the kind of life that I've always dreamed of having.. being with someone so loving and passionate giving and just feeling your warmth which I felt so much, so if you ever decide you want to have that and find out the kind of life we can have together please reach out and see if we are both at the point in life we want to find that out together because you are always going to be worth giving to... I know I failed you but I don't want to do that anymore I want to have an amazing life and if you get to a point where you want to have something amazing too I hope you think of me and reach out because I would love to hear your voice again and talk about how life should be and how life can be.

Poem titled Rosana
is so beautiful

Really amazingly soulful eyes,
Oh you have had too many cries,
Simply the most beautiful woman I've ever held,
All your heart's warmth into family does meld,
Nothing you shouldn't be given,
And everyday shown why you are living,

In your way you make the best of every day,
Seeing into your heart hold tight all the way,

Beyond measure your smile is limitless,
Even your voice I'd take every minute's best,
All I write and I would never run out of a rhyme
under any condition you inspire lyrical prime,
The gleam you exude I know I gave away,
It's one of my biggest mistakes in life I do say,
For you are worth so much,
Unbelievable is your touch,
Longing to give you Rosana so very much

Here is the poem I wrote you
When you let me read it to you

To an amazing and beautiful woman Rosana to me is extremely dear,
I write this for you so I don't miss a word I want you to hear,
I made one of the worst mistakes in my life hurting you,
I know not any words I say alone can heal the pain I created too,
Living with how I didn't put you first is a feeling I have to keep,
That I was an asshole and it hurt you deep,
I own that and will always live with knowing I didn't keep you safe and close,
My actions are the biggest measure and that is a hard dose,
I can't change what I did but tell you now that action will never happen again,
Why you ask, because I know what I lost so this heartfelt message I send,
You are probably thinking why is he even asking for another chance,
Why would I ever give him one that included another walk or dance,
You are probably thinking why open yourself up for the possibility of pain,
Anything in life can cause so many feelings going on a path or lane,
So here is why you should believe in me,
You felt my effort and felt the beginnings of my heart even on our first date,
I know this because you shared things with me few know on that night so late,
Why am I worth another chance to you?
I'm not coming to you to just date and have fun too,
I truly want to be the one you know you can always count on to be there for you,
Building an unbreakable connection filled with heart and passion,
Being your smile each day especially on the hard days I'll bring compassion,
I know it will take dedication and hard work to build back the trust I took,
I can promise you if you give me the opportunity I won't waste it and I'll never give another woman a look,
Even not talking each day you were never far from my mind,
I kept telling myself to show you you're all I want to find,
You felt my heart almost everyday,
I felt yours too I have to say,
Any opportunity can fail but I'm telling you my heart wants to succeed with you not anyone else its true
I'm willing to prove it to you each day you let me and I will put you first along with family and let those actions show my true heart and the word eventually that rhymes with above too,
Not getting ahead of myself because I have to prove myself everyday to you,
For you to believe me,
But what is stronger than a man or woman that never fails,
Someone that has failed and realized what they have lost by failing and what regaining that entails,
I'm not perfect and I don't deserve another opportunity from you,
But if you find it in your heart to remember your lovey then I won't fail you because I ever let anyone compromise you being the priority you need to be in my life too,
I honestly believe we can communicate and work through life's challenges to make something amazing,
Because that's what I see you in you and I know to your life all I can bring,
I know I would have to show you my heart every day,
That is something I would love to show you in more than long passionate kisses I say,
I envision a life that can have everything special even through ups and downs too,
I only want to make you smile each day and help be the reason you find to never be blue,
You are beautiful Rosana,
I want to make you feel that always,
With all my ways,
If you let me for as many days,
That you want me to show
Giving you something you never knew a beautiful glow.

Rosana you truly are one of a kind and so beautiful and an amazing woman. If you ever gave me another chance I would do my best to make you melt everyday because I know in my heart I would not fail you again. I'd even put it in writing and back it up with money if I ever put anyone above you but our families and even then you come first almost every time but I would never put anyone not family above you and I'd make it a written agreement because that is how much I know I'd spend every day choosing you if you ever want to choose me again I'd do that for you because you are who I want to kiss every night with passion and every New Years Eve if you let me do that too.